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Being Daring

 I am stepping outside my comfort zone a lot. Posting videos of me singing and playing the guitar, that's a big thing for me to do, for, deep down it makes me cringe. Yet the music's being warmly welcomed, someone even said I had a "good" voice, which I have never believed.

Likewise, I booked a telephone call with Jericho writers. I probably gabbled and rambled on, for I don't have the vocabulary or the experience in publishing circles. Yet, wow, it was good.

In both cases, by being daring, I am learning and growing so much, it feels like flying. I want to hold onto that energy.

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